Walking a dangerous path

Went out for drinks with the taken coworker Friday night. There is a new pub thatd next door to our offices that we wanted to check out. KB, another coworker, and I headed over for just one to scope out the place for next week - the whole team will be going for drinks Thursday or Friday. I really had no business going at all, but I like to be the social coordinator at work, and plus they had 4 dollar martinis on special (generally martinis run 8-9 dollars downtown) so I went for one.

About halfway into the first drink the coworker left to go back and kick off some jobs on the database. The understanding was that we were having just one so he didn't return. That left me and KB. On our own.

We wound up having two more drinks. I had somewhere to be - somewhere important - but I just couldn't drag myself away from him. I knew he wanted to stay as well.

I love talking to him. I love learning about him and telling him things about me. We had a fabulous time and would have stayed out for the night I'm sure if I hadn't had something else I had to do.

KB is a contractor and has been offered a full time job at my company. If he doesn't take it, he will be gone by Feb 15. If he doesn't drop this girlfriend soon I'm going to hope he doesn't take the job because I'm falling and I don't want my heart broken.